Everything changed.
What changed to be exact? Well first and for most, I moved out out TWICE in 2 months. I was emotionally and mentally exhausted by it. Moving out isn't easy especially having to keep up with ongoing studies and assessment and assignments due almost every week. I LOST MY JOB. Since I had to move out, I could no longer work at the place I was working at as it was too far away and there was this one colleague who obnoxious and rude to me for most of the time I was there. WINTER CAME and I had no Winterfell to live in. I was FINANCIALLY TIGHT. Let's just say that nothing was going as plan. Nothing was going as I planned.
Yet, I believe very much that God knew what was in store for me, The trying time I had to go through. The times when I really wish I family could be here with me so I wouldn't have to go through this on my own. Times when I wish I was perfect enough to fit the expectations of my family friends who housed me for a time being. Rich enough to know I will have enough money on my GoCard to travel back and forth to uni. Smart enough to get a string of HDs despite struggling to grasp and understand my study in a short period of time. To be as skillful and talented as that other girl who plays the piano so well. To be able to juggle my relationship with my love as well as to work through everything that was happening to me at that time. Honestly, I felt like I was being hit was every direction possible.
Again, I believe God knew. He sent such wonderful people into myself, lend me wisdom in searching for a new home, confronted me with the truth of his unfailing, unfathomable love and grace.
Today I look back at how God has provided for my family and I and I have to pinch myself. He was ALWAYS there. Even as the season moves to a Spring time, He will be there.
Another chapter of live is beginning for me now. A new home, freedom, responsibilities, fun, joy, pain and His mercies which are new every morning.
